My life has been completely busy this week. I've been working 5 days straight like hell. Im starting to do alot of work lately rather than just standing infront of the door. now i would rather walked around the hotel and run errands taking my own sweet time. The tips are great this week. theres one day i got a heavy tips of 30 bux. :)

i think this is the best job i ever worked. theres free and supernice food at the hotel.the water is free flows.from bandung to ice milo.haha. food from normal malay cuisine to western cuisine like chicken chops.

Its raining this past few days and work at the hotel is minimising since the guest arent moving that much. so there i was standing infront of the big shiny door all alone, my body there, my hands opening and closing the door and greeting the two boring phrase "Welcome" and "Good Morning". I think my senses of people approaching me is becoming stronger every single day.sometime i didnt realise i opened the door for the guest. my mind was always somewhere else.far far away from my body.haha. Ive been thinking alot lately during work. more to my future. and when night came, my mind would be thinking about the fast cars which came parking outside from Lamborghini to Ferrari to BMW 7 series. nice suits and beautiful women[more to beautiful dress]haha.

All this, the feeling of me just being in my position in work and "they" owning fast cars and nice suits, feel like "fuck" [sorry i cant describe it in other words]. makes me want to study harder and achieve more.but sometimes i think, having such too much "value" can change people to forget Almighty.what the purporse then of having such high value but low value to HIM. i sure i will be spoilt if i achieve them in a bad and dirty way. astagfirullilah. the importing thing is "good guidance" in achieving my goals. amin. :)

anymore else to post??

well friday is hunting trip with the "terror5". trekking in the forest of Ubin. i need to research more on what to expect in this expedition...

andd

i try calling melB but to no avail.haha. fauzah weak laa kau!!

other than that.

i cant wait for my pay. back to CDCs. buy myself a gift, a crumpler bag if i pass very well for my semester which result is coming tmrw.[will be at ubin my then] haha

whatelse...

ooohyeaa.theres this once i sent a guest luggage to a room.i went in and the family of 4 were there. two grandparents and two of their granchildren[one girl]. the girl[cant guess her age since american girls look all matured] asked me to accompany her to the gym since she was clueless.we talked.and it ended with her passing me her email. hahah. but i lost it!!! hahahahaiiii.i guess shes 17[for asian] so the book says minus 3 years of age. so i think shes 14. hahaha. Jojo lookalike.

anymore else.i dun think so. off to the clinic to get MC.
cheers. :)

"the strong [person] is the one who controls himself while in anger" - Prophet Muhammad