why he has to come home and make alot of bad assumption about me.frm the very minute he came home he marked me to the core.one stupid can of drink in the sink he make it all big.its my can of drink,i admit it but i never put it there for god sake.when he got it wrong and paisey, he goes arnd making it big to other situation like not cuci pinggan etc.wth.i spend a lil of my time in the house, and he accused me of alot of stuff "not right" in the house.i know i deserve to get scolded the most since im the oldest.the way he scold me like as if im the one who are to be blamed for all those unwashed pinngan mangkok which it piling up everyday even though i spend my weekdays at school most of the time.i reached home it was already piling there.and since im the last to sleep, im the one responsible of it??making me feel im irresponsible and a pest in the house.as if im the only one there who is making the hs dirty etc.take a look at ur self.put a webcam for all i care for solid evidence, i know when i make my own mess in the house i clean it.what the FUCK.you make me sound as if i spent little time in the hs and i can make alot of mess in it?wakeup ur idea old man.u came home late everyday, u dont know whats happening in the hs k.it is you and the rest who spend time in the living room eating and not cleaning the place and just because i came home late im responsible for it.u think i came home and happy2.i came home only to sleep and take a rest.in the morning im out of your house to school and somewhere else where i can get free internet and electricity.and what the FUCK with using ur home electricity and ur senseless "off the modem" after 12.close the god damn modem for all i care.dun jump to conclusion when i used my personal labtop[i pay for it], im using the net.off it urself old man if u find it so hard to believe i dont use.so what if the light is blinking at ur precious MIO, u think i give fuck about it uh.my labtop wireless is always on,and just because of ur senseless rule i have to off it.
its just a waste of time fighting to a "lost" old man which can spoil my mood.hes just spitting on me since oooh yeaa im the oldest.you r never the oldest among ur siblings. you want me to be a nasty Abang in the house, i can be.i am once like that.cause the last time i do that, syikin got a nasty scolding from me till she got a "sawan" remember.i didnt even lay my hands on her.i shouted at her and throw tantrum.you want me to become a nasty abang to ur 2 children in the house, i will love to but i choose not too.so u can accuse me of nt being a responsible oldest sibling the the family for all i care, i did what i can to put them in line.i just say to them gently.and if u want to accuse me and put my name in a bad position, u can carry on.i dont give a FUCK about it.all i care is my adek2.they are my first priority in life, and the last priority is my "image".
i just wanna concentrate on my studies now.enuf said. (:
UnforgivenCurse