i was given a bright path.a path where i can see the end of the road.i see my childhood dreams.i want it badly.but i dont deserve any of it.i lack discipline. i thought i did my best.or maybe i'm just plain stupid! fuck up stupid to differentiate between working hard for my education and other stuff.but god has given me my very first setback in my life.for once i fail.and from it i fail everybody else especially my mum who have high hopes in me.

i'm just plain stoopidd thats all...

i didnt appreciate my chances studying there.i'm just one fucked up "waste of money".

i need a break from all of this.i need to re-access my next step to this "dark" path i'm taking in my education life that i'm lost in.

thank you all for being there for me.

thank you NP lecturers.

CooLioOwt
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