Asyraf Naser Ba'arfan

TWENTY-ONE

First Cried On The 25thMay1987
(27th Ramadan)

Nickname:CooLiO.Asyruff.Shruffie

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Track 01: The Endless

Track 02: The Lost Pieces Of Our Love.[Part1]

Track 03: Desperate Endings

Track 04: The Lost Pieces Of Our Love.[Part2]

Track 05: Goodbye and Die [Written By Annisa]

Track 06: The Great Misteria [Written By Amylina]

Track 07: Sweet Sacrafice

Track 08: Black Rose(Piano Solo)[Written By Sheila]

Track 09: Untitled

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Friday, 8 September 2006

dashboardConfession --> AsLoversGo

shud had walked owt instead of waiting owtside the house to be scold at ysterdae.
yea ur own fucking son is a liar.
wad u xpect me to sae ur great lordship.
anithing i sae is juz a fucking lie
so why shud i give a damn abt wad u want me to do and explain
cause everytime i try to fuckup explain.
u treat it as a LIE.
since young i NEVER EVER thought u as my father.
where were you when i am a child.when i am in kindergarden at masjid ghufran.
you were nvr there to pickme up as most of my friends' parents would do.
and i felt ashamed last time when my friends ask me "where is ur father??"
which left me speechless.
even when i'm skooling at east view primary.
my damn fucking home was so near there last time.and u wouldn't bother to be there.
arwah ATOK.
atok was there for me all the time.
pickme up all the time.
he came all the way frm bedok jz to pick me up frm skool.
we share lots of memories together.
frm he teaching me how to do prayers when i'm little till goin to do "umrah" together.
miss the times when we went to masjid at bedok every magrib.
he was always there to give me advices when i'm in doubt and remind my role as a good muslimin.a cucu.a son.
HE was my FATHER.
till he got relly sick of course.
everyweek when he went to checkup,i was always there to teman him.
there will be a van to fetch him to go this hospital to clean his blood or sumething if i'm nt mistaken.
and on that one moment the doctor sae he's health is improving.
and that momemnt didn't last long.
he was there.sleeping at my hs at 740 last time.
at the hall.
in the middle of the early morning.
with no one in his sight.all dark.
he left us peacefully in his sleep.
and yesterday he was there.
yea i dream
and my ATOK was there.
onli for a short while.
i was so fedup with my so called dad till i lepaskan geram at my room.
my room in a mess now.
lots to do todae.frm arranging my notes bck.buy a new floorball ball[threw it owt the window] till fixing bck ma punchbag.
it came off the ceiling and luckily the chain never flew at my face.
to my dudes:
mil.remi.fizz.dulo.weiyi.zil.rasul
forget abt calling my home.call my hp if u need to contact me.
i won't be home.
`bye`

CooLioOwt
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